Too Much Work!

Ahh! Quite stressed to get my BC scholarship awards application in on time. Lots of paperwork!  Videoing on Sunday e.t.c.
Je vais au lit! <3

=( Bad day

... Argh so I'm feeling very grumpy today. Was at dance from 9:00-8:30 yesterday... don't worry I didn't actually dance the whole time. Woke up this morning feeling exhausted. Had a kiwi banana smoothie... note to self NEVER do that again. Apparently kiwis in  the morning make me want to be sick... went to class although the kiwi was crawling up my throat... eww... forwards port de bras.... and I had to leave the room, very quickly.
    Hmmm nice start to the day. Spent the rest of class on the side not dancing... fell asleep and kept waking up confused. Talked with my friends during lunch still felt very tired.

   Then they decided we were going to have a costume fitting for a piece in June which I am not even IN... stuffed me and others into tutus  to fill in for someone else.... to stand around so that the teachers could decided whether they liked the tutus or not. Our class was almost an hour late because of this, which could have been done any other time. Then got shouted at for no reason what so ever while I was standing waiting... no reason what so ever. Made me incredibly angry, no reason... Just "Do you even know what I'm saying!?!?"... Of course I was listening, even though I really wasn't in the piece so I didn't know if the tutu would fit the girl who was supposed to be wearing it because she wasn't there. Had a pretty bad ballet and pointe class.
   Went home, made and ate tofu and broccoli and yellow pepper.
Tutored for 3 consecutive hours. Neck hurts.
   Vacuumed the house.
Now it is ten thirty.
   I really should get to bed.
Night. <3

Officially giving up chocolate!

   I am officially giving up chocolate for an entire month!!!    That is my official pledge... gulp....
I am really optimistic about the whole thing... although kind of nervous because if I fail... well... I sort of agreed to run down the street ohne Kleidung if I fail. WHICH I WILL CERTAINLY NOT DO! So here it is one month!!!

Ahhh! This is going to be hard but I AM going to do it!!!

Dissapointment

... Well I have been avoiding this post for about a week so I suppose it is time to break the news...
   We are not going to be going to Shanghai anymore =-( The corporate sponsor had poor financial results this year and backed out of sponsoring us.... We are all very upset about the whole thing, considering all the excitement and work that already went into it.
    It's the arts, what can you say?
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Things go up and down, up and down.
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Anyways I am pretty tired today. I got to dance only to find out that I had rehearsal until 8:00 p.m. I was quite upset that we were given so little notice. I had a great class from 9:15-10:45, practised on my own for an hour, then ate my lunch, stretched for an hour, had a terrible two hour ballet class followed by pointe, went out to get dinner, then had the rehearsal for our June show.  Fun, fun, fun.
Goodnight!